piss off ppl
Mood:  crushed out
hey well lately it seems as though im pissing everyone off an dnot meaning too one of my good friends just told me las tnight tha ti was in apissy mood now he won't answer anything i send him and he isn't even online anymore then ano ther friend is pissed at me too cuz i didn't wanna do anything with him but i guess it has to be me pissing everyone off and ijust dunno wut to do anymore or how to talk to them to get them to forgive me but wut ever it is i can't handle it anym ore i just wanna cry or something or i dunno something anything but kill myself not that so anyone with any ideas plz IM me who's on my msn list or sees them ty would like some help writ emore laters g2g get some sleep night all


Annie

too much on my mi nd
Mood:  don't ask
hey wow i have so much things on my mind right now it's crazy like me getting into college, missing Andy, going to see him in England, the last month and some odd days here at home b4 i move to Thunder Bay to go to college damn im so gonna miss everyone i think that's y i am the way that i am so jumpy, nervous and scared so itake it out on other people when i shouldn't expcially my friends online and for anyone who knows this site wellt o mine and is on my msn list i am really truly sorry from like the bottom of my heart sorry. Remembrance day i got my ear pierced aagin and im not allowed to sleeep on it or talk on the phone omg that's the hardest thing not to do is sleep on it im fine with the phone part cuz i can use my other ear to talk and listen with but im so used to sleeping on my left hand side during the night it's so weird so im not sleeping very well that's an other thing that's on my mind and wheni do sleep i wake up with a sore ear so righ tnow it's all red and swollen cuz i slept on it for a few nights now and i have to try not to but yea. i have officially been up for an hour now pondering weather i should actually get out of bed or not and i decided that i should so i did i got out of bed andput my brothers cat down stairs inhis room so yea. Oh by the way i can now offically make a snow man there's enought snow on the ground to do tha tnow lol and it's still comming well righ tnow it's stormy outside good day to make Christmas gifts for my Nana and Grandma then maybe nenxt time i go to Thunder Bay i can buy more things to create more gifts cuz i have different ideas too so yea it hink that's all on my mind at this time of the morning and i am pretty tired wouldn't doubt it if my eyes r red but oh well have to go e-mail some friends so i'll write more laters or as soon as i get some more things in my head.


luv


Annie

tired
Mood:  spacey
hey everyone haven't updated this in a while been so friggen busy with work and trying to sleep and wutnot so i thought thati would update it while im still thinking lol so yea how is everyone? im good i miss Andy though so i'll call him laters and talk hopefully he's home but yet anything new going on here? nm with me but for some reason i feel sick like my asthma is being weird and my puffers aren't helping but yea anyways i have so many scars on me from Mocha ( brothers vicous cat) and from other things too no i don't cut myself it's stupid and discusting unlessi slip with a razor while shaving but yea anyways lol ihave to go and i'll writ emore laters

Luv


Annie

hey long time no entry
Mood:  chatty
Now Playing: no music is playing right now
hey everyone i bet no one missed me lol well im good other than being slammed b etween two sail boats a weekend agao i have no feeling other than hot or cold and i limp to walk but the doctor said that my relfexes and strengths are great but th enumbness cought him off gauard so i have to se ehim again this wednesday to see wut the x-rays came out to be and if i can't feel anything i might have to b e sent to a nerosurgen but hopefully i don't have to be cuz wut i heard is that they are scary like real scary. I miss Andy so much i can't wait to se ehim this summer commingup it will be so much fun 2 weeks with him at his houseish so much fun just him and me lol u get thepicture well g2g have things to do i'll write more laters


Love


Annie

bored and feel weird
Mood:  crushed out
Now Playing: Helena
hey everyone i got ahold of andy a couple of times but not much since he works andi work and i only got Monday off so yea. lately i've been so cold it isn't funny like my skin has actually turned purple a couple of times i know it doesn't sound normal but it isn't and i dunno y but anyways im gonna go so i'll write more malters so ttyl byes



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Annie

sick
Mood:  blue
Now Playing: I don't want to miss athing
hey ppl sorry ihaven't been on her efor awhile but i'v ebeen busy working and trying to call Andy but he's working too so i guess i can't talk to him so yea other than that im just missing him so much and righ tnow im not feeling well i dunno wut i have but yea and i cleared my msn list inow have 92 contacts all together i've deleted them cuzi don't know who they are or i don' talk to them etc. I love u andy so much i just hopeu know howmuch i love u and miss u so much it's unreal but other than that im ok well i'll write more laters an other time byes

Love

Annie

got a headache
Mood:  hug me
Now Playing: Paradise City
hey everyone, im finally graduated and hapy to be out of that school but only to go back in September for 6 months, I talked to Andy yesterday i hope he' sok cuz he's sick well actually so am i but wut's new with that? lol well im bored and lazy, tired, and go tmoney finally lol but im saving it to go to England next summer can't wait, well hey im gonna go and i'll write more laters

Love

Annie

im ok
Mood:  not sure
Now Playing: Adam's song
hey everyone how ru? im ok well better than yesterday that is but i will be fine, i still think somethines that Andy is here but isn't, in 2 hours he will be on his plain back to England so hope fully he gets there safely and happy that he'shome but will miss him lots. As one of my friends said i should cry cuz he's gone i should cry cuz of the time i spent with him and all the good times we had together all the fun etc actually it was super fun when Andy was here. I promised him that i would keep his ring safe and it is safe it's safe on my necklace next to my heart. He isn't gone totally but he's next to my heart, g2g write more laters


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Annie

sad and lonely
Mood:  down
Now Playing: somewhere i belong
hey everyone sorry i wasn't typing in here for awhile but Andy my bf was down now he's gone and im sad and lonely cuz i miss him so much and love him lots but im saving my money to see him during the summer next year so hopefully thisyear will go by super quick and next year comes well this week commingup im out of school well actually the 22nd of june im done school but im done the 21st instead cuz i have to go to Thunder BAy the 22nd to get tested great fun, i can't believe how much i miss Andy it's like part of my heart was rippedout and pain is left cuz he isn't here * crys* i love you soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo much Andy and i always will no matter wut i just hope u make it back to the UK safely love u babe for ever and always well i better go b4 i kill the keyboard with tears so write more laters byes

Love


Annie

EXCITED
Mood:  energetic
Now Playing: one -- creed
hey everyon e im so excited and nervous cu z tomorrow my boyfriend is here well tomorro wnight and today he's 18 so im sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo excited and nervous omg i can't wait but other than that im very good i worked today at 9am i worked from 9-11:30am not bad i figured out that im gonna get bout $18.63 not bad but it's going tom ymom cuz i owe her money so oh well at least with all my cheques that im gonna be making im gonna get my own phone back and pay my bills too so my "dad" won't have to and i don't wanna get ablock on it either so i can call my bf and a good friend from Texas ( u know who u are)lol so yea im excited bou that and everyone wants to meet my bf and he's comming to school with me so yaya for me i get to be happy for 2 weeks but i won't be online for 2 weeks so that sucks but i'll live so yea well im gonna go and i'll write more laters


Love


Annie